Can't believe it's been nearly 3 years since my last post. Going to have to make more of an effort to keep this updated, if I can. I had forgotten about it if truth be told. Would have been a good place to share thought/blow of steam about having a family member who was being treated with cancer.........

Direction

Been wondering about where I am supposed to be going.

I don't have the strength to continue with where I'm at right now, or the courage to collapse.

Lord, what am I here for? Lead me, and I will follow. Give me a song to sing, and I will worship you. I am yours once again, I put my trust in you.

Second day back at work after a long weekend.

Don't have the insentive or motivation for being here. After about 2 years of working at a level same as when I was part of a team of 3 I've lost interest in being here. Which leads to the question of 'Where do I go from here?'

Though I did change up some commemorative coins with the person I'm working for/with for his children, which he was most pleased about - so it was worth coming in for that.

A Long weekend

A long weekend ahead :-) :-) Don't know yet, but I might be going down to Bournmouth to a Roy Fields event.


Feels like I've been running on empty for a while, it might be because I've lost sight of what God is doing. I need to get focused again, but don't have the strength to go looking for what he'd doing, yet I know I need to, to find him, to be truely at ease and at rest with him.

Which is another reason it'll be good if I can make it to the Roy Fields Evernt

Expectations

What do we really expect? What are our expectations? If we talk to someone face to face we expect a response straight away. Yet when we email or post something (on Facebook or by Royal Mail) What are the expectations? What kind of response are we looking for when we ask


What about when we pray? What then? We ask and don't get get because do not expect anything, which is something that I have been guilty of.

Do I know just what I'm looking for?

Lord, please help me with this.

A Return?

It's been a while since I've posted anything. This is because not being able to get into it from work for a while (where I do most of my blogging from) and then forgetting about it. Not really good reasons I know, yet true reasons I know. Now I know that I can back into this, I want to try and post more here. Whatever they may be.

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It's been a while since my last blog. Now seems as good a time as any to resume. Particularly as I'm now wondering 'Have I let my integrity slip?' Have I become distracted by other stuff?

To be the person I've been made to be, integrity, nobility & purity are the minimum standard